The heart of worship

Today i moved in my dorm. saw a lot of other freshman. i think everything will be alright. My room mate is cool too. he likes video games like i do, looks like he was raised well, just cool haha. no pictures of my dorm yet. but ill put some up when i go back sunday (im back home since church and other stuff). i gotta get things like food and etc etc. i'll really pray that everything will be alright.

Orientation tho...SOOOO boring! at first it wasnt that bad. but then they made us sit in this room and just listen to them talk talk talk talk for hours. eventually i left with the other 2235345 people that did haha.

So i had enough time to go to church since i left orientation early. meaning i got to work with my little praise team. the heart of worship by matt redman. it's such a simple song, but so powerful. they did well. i could really tell that their past week was better with God and it really showed in the praise. During worship i was singing along, then there's a part that just goes "ill bring you more than a song, ill bring you more than a song, cause it's all about you Jesus" and tears just started coming out. i donno why but i couldnt help but cry and pray. pray that God would truly humble me and break down the pride i've built up. That who am i to have this pride against God, creator of all things and all powerful. i really really think the yg was in the heart of worship this friday night. and im glad that the praise team did well too.

after that, bball until 2am -.- oh my goodness. coming home and showering felt soo good.

“Sitting down, Jesus called the twelve and said, “If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all.”
Mark 9:35

and so God, make me last.